The Mad Rambling of a Hot Hormonal Forty Something.
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Thursday, 18 February 2010
Hoping your all well. We are all okay here. I haven't heard from the beautiful daughter, but she must be okay or she'd be on the phone.
The much loved Francis is putting his foot down and firmly, or at least that's what he's telling me. You see he's fed up with living here and has told me that it isn't good for me any more as I seem to have lost my mind some-what.
On further explaining things to me, while placing foot down very firmly, (he'll hurt himself if he keeps it up!) it would appear that he has been quietly keeping an eye on me for some time now. Well...since September it would seem and since one of our cars was damaged and the light, plus camera HAD to be put up.
Apparently, I have lost my creative spark and am spending too much time watching the street or the camera. I also spend way too much time in the house, than is actually healthy for me and I don't want to go out to visit friends, go to see a movie, out for a meal, go away for weekends, or leave the boys alone at home....it's a long list!!!!
Okay so he has a point, I have to concede after a row that he's right. (yes' I told him he's right) I just didn't realise it myself..... I have been making up excuses as to why I don't want to do any of the above mentioned things and more!!!! I just didn't realise it.......
So the cure is to move, according that is, to the oracle that is Francis. I know! I know, he's only looking out for me like a good partner should, but does he have to be so bloody good at it.
My heads a whirl!!! I have lived here since 1996, brought it in 2001, blood sweat and tears went into this house, MINE!!!! Plus the 16 hour working days. Then there's the market and the fact that it needs some work doing on it, it's 3yrs since we decorated not 2 as I thought. I've raised my kids here, we have yo-yo'ed up and down here as a family, but it's been home and life is like that at times.
Do I want to go?????????????? Yeah, but No, but.................. My head is a whirl!!!!!!!!!!
His parting shot was, "There are better places and better ways to live our lives, than this way!"
My heads in a whirl!!!!!!!!
But Francis has a very good point.................